Tag Archives: blessing

No Formula

No Formula

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for the ways
we fertilize change
and for the ways
change escapes
our eager efforts.
We work,
and something happens,
or nothing.
We do not work
and nothing happens,
or something.

We try hard,
then harder.
The problem worsens.
We invest long years
until: success,
or, the loss of a dream
we didn’t know was a dream
until it vaporized
and broke our hearts.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for giving us much influence
and little control,
for standing beside us
as we watch our labor
burn to the ground,
or produce one hundred fold,
always saving us from the lie
that our value lives in
what we have made or lost.
Your grace exposes our folly
and assures us that whether
our legacy is beauty or pain
(likely both)
we are fields of treasure.

Invisible Inspiration

Invisible Inspiration

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for wind,
invisible.

It chases leaves
across empty lots,
or dances with them in trees.
It bends branches,
teaching them to be flexible.
It tangles long hair
and balloon strings,
carries smell
and sound and mist.

Blessed are You
for wind that stirs up water,
plays with grasses in the fields,
and entices flowers to bob and weave.
It inspires me though I have never seen it
and never will.

So may I be inspired
by Your Spirit
dancing with me,
tangling me,
teaching me to be flexible,
and bringing all manner of things
to my attention.
May I feel it—feel You—
everywhere,
for You in Your invisibility
touch more than I ever will
with my flesh and bones.

Pine Needles

Pine Needles

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for pine needles.
They begin soft, small,
bright green. New life
at the tips of aged branches,
pushing last year’s needles
from youth to middle age.

Blessed are You
for brown needles,
falling,
carpeting the forest floor,
muffling running hoofs,
holding moisture for growing things.

Indigenous peoples
form these thinnest of leaves
into baskets, mats, art.
Mourning doves
pluck them from the ground
to balance them in bushes or trees,
making slipshod nests to hold eggs,
then baby birds—
dead needles witness new life.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for the life of a tree needle,
and for its death.
It surrenders, not knowing
whether it will become dirt
on the forest floor
or something new
in the hands of a child
or the beak of a bird.

May I, too, trust death
to bring life,
and allow respect
to mingle with fear
of the unknown.

Sacred

Sacred

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for sleep and sunshine and summer,
for salamanders and salad,
slugs and spiders,
for skin.

Blessed are You for sorrow and “sorry,”
surprises and scrambled eggs,
sweet and sour,
song and silence,
strength and surrender,
swings and swans and swooning,
smoothies and smooches.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for sending Your Son,
Your Self,
Your Soul,
for mine.

A Blessing for Time

A Blessing for Time

Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe,
for Solomon’s wisdom: a time for everything.
A time to feel and a time to numb.
A time to argue and a time to agree.
A time to shower and a time to stink.
A time for kale and a time for funnel cake.
A time for cleaning and a time for doing anything but.
A time for water and a time for wine.

Blessed are You for creating and embracing
every shape, angle, paradox—all we see as incompatible.
You invite us out of the disconnections we struggle under,
to the connections we fear. We dare to hold hands,
to join what appears unjoinable.
We are shocked by Your current, flowing in real time.

Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe,
for gathering all under Your wings,
though You know we may explode
like a chemistry experiment,
or implode like a punctured balloon.
You made a time for everything—
for this moment—
whether calm or catastrophic,
serene or scattered,
fragrant or foul.
Blessing is the birthright of time.

An Invitation to Mystery

An Invitation to Mystery

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for caterpillars,
who quietly eat their way
from size zero to plus-size.

When they grow up
they find a place to hang
from their last proleg,
upside down.
Do they know they will never
eat another leaf?
that their next meal
and every meal thereafter
will be liquid?
Do they know they will
keep only their six front legs?

We humans were like caterpillars
in the garden of Eden,
squishy and naked,
immersed in plenty.
But we didn’t trust the plenty,
didn’t trust ourselves,
didn’t trust God.
We left the mystery of plenty
for the certainty of scarcity.
Perhaps it would have been better for us
to surrender to love,
and to allow love
an element of mystery.

Instead we work
to stay the same size,
the same shape,
eat the same leaves.
We use what we know
to fight against God
and each other,
forgetting that mystery
has its own peace,
and not-knowing sometimes
makes butterflies.

Molten God

Molten God

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for this planet
made of layers,
from fiery liquid center
to outer crust,
with animals and humans
like a cherry on top.

Blessed are You
for Your presence in all the layers,
from burning core
to ants harvesting crumbs
from a picnic at the surface.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe, for You:
my faithful, fiery center,
unaffected by crusty circumstances.
You are my depths,
each layer inseparable from the next.
You are molten love
in even the most frigid times.
I am grounded in You,
deep beyond my ability to pollute.
No matter how far I run,
I am the same distance from the core.
You are faithful center.

Brave Birds

Brave Birds

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for the dove nest
hidden in the evergreen
by our front door.
Two white eggs
in a thin, flat bed of pine needles.
That nest looked too fragile
to hold anything.

Babies hatched—tiny,
bulbous, ugly—
but I said they were cute
and I meant it.

Blessed are You
for faithful mother and father,
sitting and sitting and sitting,
then feeding and feeding and feeding.
Babies are motionless,
so much so I worry they are dead.
But they grow.
I see mama come;
babies eagerly reach into her beak,
swallowing regurgitated seeds.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for this brave bird family,
risking life in a tenuous world.
In two months—egg to independence—
they do what took me 18 years.
Squabs are now so fat they fill the nest.
When my own two babies—ages 8 and 10—
begin summer vacation,
the doves will be sporting full feathers,
cooing loudly, and finding their own dinner.
Their bravery, my invitation to life.

When I think of baby birds, I think of robins: a sturdy, deep nest full of wide-open beaks, voraciously devouring worms and bugs. This spring I’ve learned that mourning doves are sloppy nest builders, and they feed their babies crop milk and partially digested seeds. There’s a nest right outside our front door, and this front-row seat has grown in me a new awareness of the hundreds of different birds and nests and babies, near and far, all busy participating in the circle of life this Spring.

Motherhood, My Invitation

Motherhood, My Invitation

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for motherhood—crucible,
mental health course—no way to opt out,
sleep—a mocking specter,
messes—everywhere, always;
but this too: my first real invitation to be kind
to the uglier parts of myself.

Blessed are You
for seeing me when I was unseen;
for holding my hand
when motherhood was a mirror.
I saw things I didn’t want to see,
didn’t want to be,
and became afraid of myself.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for being my companion in the night,
a place to belong
when I didn’t belong in my own self.
You waited, waited for me to hear You,
hear You above the shame,
because You loving me when I hated myself
was the invitation to know my wholeness
and love myself, and in so doing,
to love my children, too.

Atmosphere

Atmosphere

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for atmosphere:
vigilant protector of earth,
gaseous, transparent blanket.
Through it I see lightyears away,
into eternity past.

Blessed are You
for this vastness,
and for the accompanying
sense of smallness,
releasing me from striving
to impress the world,
impress myself, impress You.

Blessed are You,
Lord our God,
King of the Universe,
for Your invisible, protective Spirit.
Your presence saves me.
Fear and shame combust on impact.
It is both profligate freedom,
and steadfast humility.
Your breath is my shield,
and my window to eternity.